Wednesday, July 07, 2004
Hmm.. Haven been blogging.. But i going to say a little thing la.. Yesterday is the tryout and i feel that i sucks.. Really.. I dun know y i will do so badly for the tryout.. I did my toe touches everytime during training.. But tryout.. I juz lost my balance!!.. F*** the hell out of it.. Nevermind, I did my best for my forwardroll, its okie.. But i think it is not good enough for lenny.. Then come cart wheel.. And i sucks.. I lost the footing again.. although i din fall but i din manage to clean it.. Damn.. The side split.. I tried to push myself down.. But i cant.. It juz cant move.. If onli i could take out my shoes.. It really bothers me.. Then the Cheers!!! I din look at the other JUDGES!!! I dun know y!!! And i miss the first BLUE!!! Damn it!! After that.. I went out and do my toe touches again.. And it was nice.. Damn it.. Oh well.. Try to get over it.. We did dance after tat.. Hmm.. I dun know.. Maybe i think i not aggressive enough and no spirit.. Suck Suck Suck!!! I almost forgot the dance steps!! But manage to catch up in the end.. The stunts is okie.. None fall, but the tactics wise.. I really dun know.. I did what i normally did.. Juz hope it is good enough for lenny.. End of it.. Lenny did a short De brief.. Although he is quite happy abt it.. But there is disappointment also.. Like i am disappointed abt myself..
Went home and went out soon after bathing.. And i eat alot.. Whenever i am upset or disappointed.. Keep eating.. Almost late for sch today also.. But its okie.. Project day.. Hai.. Then audrey called me and said that something happen in the clubhouse.. Which i was totally confused.. Dion and me was shocked also.. Lets hope it is solved tomolo.. Hai Hai!!!
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