Sunday, July 25, 2004
Wah!!! At home is so nice.. Do nothing but stare at the walls.. Din go out today.. Dun want to.. Dun want to meet anyone.. So stay at home and chit chat wif ppl online.. Yesterday nite.. Online till around 530 AM.. Rock huh.. Hmm.. But anyway.. Nothing to do at home ma.. Someone have offended me, quite pissed off loh.. Thats Y dun want to go out.. Dun like ppl to see my things without asking me.. Esp my handphone.. Unless i put my handphone on the table, and u know i know u took my hp.. Not juz take it and see the things inside.. Hell know what is call privacy!!! This applies to even my close frenz and even my gf.. I juz dun like.. Okie.. Nevermind.. Time pass.. I will be fine.. Hehe.. Look through my things to see whether i need to do anything anot.. Well.. Look like dun have.. then okie loh.. But tomolo going to be a tense day.. Project day.. And my Proto Type is stuck there.. Haha!! Have to complete it.. And i like it.. Got the force i need.. Hehe.. Anyway.. Yester, i also played the tarot cards.. Well, Quite true.. Facing wif difficult decisions and choices.. 2 times.. It says that a new love will come by.. Haha!! Which unforunate gal?? But too bad.. I doubt it will happen.. :P
I start to wonder, the inital thinking of joining mgf.. Hmm.. I rem that i join magnum because i want to keep fit for my IPPT.. And to try cheerleading loh.. Ask me, why din join Dragon Boat then?? Hmm.. Not because of more gals in Magnum, but i dun like to go gym.. Surprise?? Cause i go to gym now and then.. Haha!!! But now thinking, i am in Magnum because of the interest develop in it.. I even will go to gymnasi class not because i want to go nationals, but juz that.. I never do it before, i want to try it.. Magnum, i learnt alot.. but the negative things and positive things, I wish to make Magnum a forever Champion, not juz the cover, but the people inside, also a champion in everything they do.. I think most ppl join cheerleading because they think it is fun.. Ya.. It is fun, onli when you do things u like, and u try things u never try before.. But when it become a burden.. it is no longer a fun thing to u.. When u are scared, afraid, unwilling, u wont enjoy the moment in it.. Cheerleading, is being mad in a good way.. Been crazy in a nice way.. Like u are crazy over something, yet u are not.. Crave to be a cheerleader, dun be juz a cheerleader.. That is what i think and hold me till now.. Even with so many obstacles that i face.. I believe that i will go back to magnum after i graduate.. and even more, have a grp of grad frenz that will go down and help the juniors, juniors juniors.. and so on.. Thus building a bigger family and making cheerleading a home affair.. Not juz a frenz business..
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