Monday, August 30, 2004
Okie Okie.. Haha.. Yesterday is our big performance.. Hmm.. Morning got test.. Abit sian.. But well.. It is the day that i am mad or should i say back to myself.. But too late loh.. Cause that is the last paper of my whole common test.. So u see loh.. My first 2 is gone case liao.. Hai Hai.. Well.. I finished early.. The paper took long to finish.. Din look like a 1:30 hr paper.. Quite hard.. Nevermind.. I finished anyway.. And then went to the clubhouse to slack.. Ppl was late again.. For grp 1.. Haha!! Then i was complaining to them abt the rest being late.. Nvm.. Then waited for my grp to come.. Hehe.. Then hmm.. Raymond was slow.. Cause of his exam la.. Okie.. Then we do do do.. Lenny corrected each of us.. Hmm And he was pissed off.. Oh well.. Expected one.. Hai.. So kena one big one and i was kinda of sad.. Hmm.. But too bad.. I also forget sometime.. Thinking abt it.. Long time din use the normal way to go up my stunts liao.. Hmm.. But i sure wont forget one.. Hehe.. Bases' need.. Okie.. Everyone is worried abt the new team system that we are adapting.. Hmm.. But my personal view.. It is not a way to diff out between members.. We are still a family.. Ya.. I know in the end.. There will still be different.. But it is how u take it.. Either u encourage each other and work hard together.. or u sit there and blame everyone that u cant go into elite.. During the interview.. Most of us think whether going to elite or not is actually optional.. Alright, maybe u are saying it to feel better.. But does going to elite really matters? Ya.. it will determine that u are in nationals.. But there are still chances that u will be kicked out of the entire squad or being put as reserve onli.. So.. What i want to say is tat.. No matter which team u are in.. Working hard is the esstenial thing inside the team.. No matter whether u in magnum or other CCA.. If u give up because u din get something, then u are a hopeless person.. Setbacks are always more than success.. But success is always sweeter.. Ya.. We wont have the chance to do stunts together or perform together.. Well.. It doesnt mean we cant be together.. We still have the chance to train together.. Juz that our grp of stunting is now fixed.. It can be a good sign.. Cause u dun need to change each time ur partner change.. So it is really how u think when u are inside either of the team.. Either u think that u suck, and u really sucks when u think that way.. or u think that i will work hard, and use the performance to build my confidence and weakness.. Worrying is a good thing when u come into training.. Cause it is part of pressure.. pressure sometime makes u train better.. But a wrong kind of pressure is a wastage of ur str and energy abt it.. So i think, one self should have a strong mental str.. A strong mind is needed to work hard and long.. Without demoralising.. Okie.. I really got alot to say abt team spirit and abt the team thingy.. But hmm tats all for now.. U guys stress.. can look for me.. I am available any time for u guys.. Not because i am a welfare.. But i am ur frenz..
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