Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Hmm,
Today i suppose to wake up early to do some of my tutorials. So ended up waking up damn late, and then, din do anything at all. Haha!! I so waste my life man. Anyway, slack a bit, then its time to go for training liao. Hmm training was nothing, cause i did nothing, they are doing flips, so i dun have anything to do , unless i wan to get my shirt torn. So drag awhile, the safiq came with his bro. Suprised!! But the worse is yet to happen.
The moment his bro appears, every each of the gals go to sayang him or wat. Then i tried my best to signal them to do things in the mats, but their reply is "Ah ya, not our turn yet ma" To me.. U can visualize and think what is wrong right, then juz wait to ur turn and do the wrong thing. Hai, so sad man. Then very soon, night falls, and they start to do extended lib.
Well, the juniors side, hmm, some of them are working hard. Some are not. I really wanted to scold them and say, " can u be fucking serious of what u are doing?" But the better of me get hold of it and i keep quiet.
Then comes a meeting that i din expect, another great meeting of magnum. Hmm to me, well, it did serve some purpose, but it wont help. Juz dun do things good in that way. I wanted to say this regarding a question abt the juniors. But i was not seen. Wat i wanted to say that, the team is progessing slow, yes, but the seniors are trying to teach the juniors basic, so that they could catch up with the seniors. But is the juniors doing enough for themselves? Does some of the juniors deserve to be in magnum and train like the rest? Getting the respect and pride that magnum have? As for the seniors, not all are fully used to be able to show their potentials out. This year have been a bad year for magnum and brushing more on it will onli make it worse. I feel that we should target differently at each grp, seniors and juniors. Then juz one chunk finish it off. Alot of things are so unclear, and unforgiving. To me. Personal issues should be talked to the person personally, or else it wont be personal. Does it affect the person's performance? if it dun, dun bring it into the story. i actually forget the words that i wan to say in the meeting juz now. But i feel it should be very much similar to wat i wanted to say here.
Very obvious that so many people have not been honest abt the BK trip.. Seriously, i feel that zi wei is truthful that he is going there prepared to learn something. But abt the shopping, u sure abt the rest? Ya,if all of u have notice, there are so many people bitching around saying, "oh ya, i going to get this and that in bk" and no one raise their hand today, like those that are honest, i really appreciate it. Those that says they go there to learn something and ABT basic, DUN bullshit, if u really wan basic, learn here in magnum and learn something else in BK. Juz say u wan to go shopping and no one will blame u. U manipulate with ppl causing so much confusion in magnum and u trying to act innocent to me. Really, i am the first to say that u should be out of magnum. The moment the question is asked, i raised my hand, wanting to say ur name, and because they wan to protect u, we have to do it in slient. Now u know that how come ur name takes so long before it was completed.
Other things, ya, the committee may not be as strong as before, but seriously, is it their fault that all this happens? Alot of things have changed, and so we have to adapt to it. The committee are trying their best to make sure the changes are okie for everyone. But end up, everyone was blaming that the committee is not good. So good, try being a committee. Team work is so so so important in magnum but none was seen in it. Feel so sad man, every one is abt themselve and those gossip continue to gossip and those work hard, continue to work hard. Then those gossips will say that it is not their fault.
Take an example, toe touch, its not hard, i am one of the soul people that train ourself to do it. There are lots more, dun tell me u cannot do it because of wat kind of shits. If i can do it, there is no excuses u cant. Ya, if u saying u are a gal, then siti, syaza is a good example for u.
But i have to say that, during breaks, it should be those people that wan to improve on different things to go on the mats and try. not those flyers that have been flying so much in the air and those bases that have been catching them. People that keep spotting, please do something abt urself. Ask urself, before break, wat u did? during break what u did? and after break what u did? So in the end, it is urself that to blame, not the committee or some other guy that u say he din teach u.
Hai, dun know wht to say liao, i think alot of ppl will start to burn me down when they read this. But to those of my closer frenz, it is not abt u guys onli, and i seriously think that if reading this posts makes u realize that u are in some wrong, even a bit, i will also be happy for u. But u guys are still great. cause taking words humbly and think abt it is better than rushing to burn everyone down.
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