Tuesday, December 20, 2005
Ya, I just came back from a 4 days camp in my old school. Well, Technically I am not the coordinators for the camp, but one of my grad juniors. Abit of messed up, but generally, its okie for their first time. And being a coordinator for so long, i believe that he did a great job helping out to the juniors and also keeping his cool for these 4 days. Its not easy, those that plan camps should know. Since none of the old sch ppl knows about this blog, i wont talk much about the camp. Just say that i have fun writing words on ppl's leg, hand and also ur finger nails. SABO!!!!
Alright, christmas is coming. Wishlist? Nope i dun have anything that i desire, the only thing that i looking for is a black coat that is my size without a pad on the shoulder. So it looks like a loose jacket, just that it is not zipped, its button. Surprisingly, this week seems to be busy, the results are expected to come out this week, and also training resumes, parties coming on. But i making time out also. Sometime it set me thinking, whether i am the one or i am not the one. I am always busy. Like, i am involved in alot of things, from along years to now, its harmonica band, magnum, outside frenz, relationships, school CCAs. In all my relationships, it ends so fast, not that the other party changes heart or me. But its all about my committment to them. Very soon, when the relationship grows deep, ppl wanted more and when I cant deliver more to them, they will start to distance and say that, did you ever care for me? Some times, i wonder, ya i am, but it is because of all the things i am doing that i end up in that way. Maybe it still not time for me to be in a relationship, until the time when i stop all these activites and venture on a new life, working life. But whenever i liked someone, i cant resist the fact that i like her. Then i told her about my life styles, and ya, they all like my way of doing things, but well, its not that the gals are wrong, but like i say, when it grows deep, u need more to fill it up, which i cant supply other than wat i have now. I really like the past, when there is no hp, onli pagers around. And it makes no excuses that hey i on the move things. Hp have 2 effects on ppl, they bring the distance between them closer, and also further. Sounds confusing, well, you can call each and other using your hp and anywhere, you are close to that person, just a phone call away. But in further, your personal touch towards the person, it will never be as good as talking to the person face to face. Now even worse, 99.999999% of the ppl uses sms than calling, like "hey, what u doing?" then just call the person that u wan to talk to, and talk to them. Ya, its because if they call using the hp, it will cost a bomb to chit chat on the phone. So using sms, its cheaper, but lost the touch. I dun believe in using sms to talk to my gf or other ppl. If i am on the move, i will use sms. But when i am not, and i need to talk to someone, i will call that person, of course, need to ask the person whether he/she wants anot. Sometime, that person is a sms person, not a phone person.
OH well, i dun know what i am delivering also. :( Christmas is surely on its way, i just hope that things turn to the better, Magnum X wins the competition and also, peace out everyone.
Good Luck. Cheers!
Noted my chronicles at 2:55 PM
