Friday, December 09, 2005
Long time since i updated.. Cause nothing much also.. These few weeks have been doing things, either slacking for the day, or doing some things for the day. Well before the team went to manila, i was busy with exams and trainings, then after they left, training stopped but my NTU things started liao.. Meetings and some photo shootings have to be done. So ya, for the week of manila, i spent it well.
But of course, there are days that is very slacky also. Oh ya, got several new magic knowledge, and using them well. So if i have the chance, i show you guys.. :) Alright as for last few days, i thought it will be well and fruitful since the team came back from manila.. Training started on wed, but the starting is not good.. The spirit is not there and the confidence is super down. Personally, i feel happy to be once again, able to train together and going to the competition that is coming up. Ya, i am not good in my stuffs, but i am still happy that i am able to go. Even though it might be a losing end. Alot of times, people put too much thoughts into what they wanted to achieve and in the end, they got nothing. I feel alot of things have to come by naturally.. Take an example, i din expected i will get any scholarship in NTU, cause there are so many better students than me around, but in the end, i got it, not just one, but two.. Alot of times, miracle happens on me, and this teaches me that nothing is impossible, and impossible is nothing done. So if we keep saying that we will lose we will lose, and not doing anything about it. Yes we will lose. If we will win and we will win, we give in everything we have, we win with pride, we lose with honour. I think this applies to everyone that is reading this blog, no matter whether you are going for competition or not..
This SEA games should teach everyone alot of things, they din join SEA games because they know they will get gold, but they will strive their best to get gold, even if they din, singapore will still be proud of them because they did one thing that no one dares to do, they did their best, and they tried.. Who dare to say that they did their best in their competition, their exams, or even answering a YES and NO question? Ask yourself this question before doing anything. Even though it might be a grave mistake that u are going into, but you wont regret what you did.. Whats make a serial killer, ya, they are wrong to kill, its a grave mistake to kill, but he/she din regret what they did, their actions are unforgivable, but their spirits is what you should look upon. Another thing is, most of us watch surviors.. Anyone understand what the hell it is showing? Ya, showing who will win is one thing, it is what he/she did in order to survice, it might be dirty tricks or some lame thing, but he/she did what they can to survice, no regrets.
I not asking people to use dirty tricks to win, but there is alot of factors affecting, a team that have a great strength might lose just because luck is not with them, and things dun go their way. Ya, one moment, everything goes smoothly, you cant show that it will be the same later. To me, trust your instincts, trust everyone around you working with you. Together it makes a difference. Singapore also prove to the rest of Asia that it survice alone. Y cant we?
Larry
Noted my chronicles at 2:02 AM
