Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Yo people, Lets do some update!!!
First of all, well, last week not really happening, but alot of events do happen, like the inter hall cheerleading competition, the NAF bazzar and my magic stuffs. So Wed, i got everything crashes on 1 date, i have to go down to do the booth, then I after 4, i went down to hall 8 and help them in make up, everything, then rush to listen to a talk at 6, then rush to bugis by 8, but ended up i am late. So stay there awhile, its getting late, then i took cab back to ntu by 11. Anyway it sucks, no Cab wanted to stop for me, damn and its raining and wet. But i am so wanted to know the result and how they do, so i have to rush back.
So by the time i backed, its over le.. then met them at hall 8, they are watching other hall's routine, well hmm, hall 13 is good, juz that hmm, u know. Haha!! Anyway, they got 2nd!!! Ya Ya, good job for a first time, so the celebration went on and photo taking. :) Its fun to know all these guys and also the gals of course. And also i know someone that is good in studys and in same class as me. So i rely on him liao. Anyway, the week was fulifuling, hmm but i expect more though, friday, i thought it was a day that i am waiting for, but its also the last day for the booth thing, and hall 8 is going out to have a celebration dinner. Then, some upset thing happened, some people know liao, so i wanted to keep it low profile. Ya thats it, the dinner is great, but the sight of wat i dun wan to see is very disturbing. So i dun really enjoyed myself. Then went back, was total down, then do some msg, went off to sleep.
I cant really sleep though, but have to wake up for the morning inline skating course i going, so i went, play awhile and start to talk nonsense to wendy, told her that when i in bad mood, i be in this kind of situation. And she is enjoying it man. Haha!! Ya, but another unexpected thing happen, i got a msg, and to clear things up, we talked in msn. It was convicing, but lack of something. Well then, but i got a meeting in the evening, so went there do some chit chat, and some performance and then went back to school, its raining damn heavily. Ya, wet when i got back to hostel. Then expecting the msn, and the chat begin. Hmm, as i mentioned, some things i realized alot, but i still dun think its good enough. So sunday came around when i slept for the whole day.. Nothing much to do, before i went out and met the rest of dinner, Ya, thats it. Nothing surprising.
So the big thing is about to happen, which is MON!! I was very shocked that i cant do anything in the tutorials, so i decided to go for classes now and then to study liao, have to, and also i got the contact of the guy in hall 8, and so, he is helping me le.. YA!! Good luck for me le!! Anyway, Monday is hall 8 training, for the performance on tues, but before that, some calls came and it is to ask me to do things, for tues event, last min, then i was complaining y dun settle it before the event, blah blah blah.. But at least this set up me to read an email that was for the scholarship i holding on now.
So to cut short, the scholarship was WITHDRAWN!!! Very sad, but its the truth, the director mentioned it to me, i was expecting it anyway, i still can talk to her, and tell her what is wrong with me that causes me to fall into an hole liao that. Too bad, i dun have the chance to prove to the committee that ya, it is just the first term. :) I dun really care le, just accept the fate and move on, and i was stuck there, thinking what i should do, continue or now.. Then called a few guys around, asking them for opinions, then of course, i asked my aunt for help. :) So she called me in the nite and i told her everything, ya, she was surprised that i failed, and says that i have too many things on hand that cost this failure, ya i agree to her partly, and she said that it is not good to stop study and pursue magic, in real sense, is magic really practical in singapore? Well, no doubt i have to agree with her on that, then talk about the school fee all this, and the dom fee.. Well, she is paying for me now, but i have to work hard and get the result and show her that what she did to me is worth it. Ya, with this mindset in set, i set to get all As. Cmon, i will show that larry will only fall once, no matter how hard the fall is, the ability to get up and walk again is the critical part. I think that applies to everyone. Maybe jus failing in 1 subject or exam, or failing in love is not bad at all, in the end, learning to step up and walk again, is what we are looking for. :)
Today i set, i should give up and move on with life, get the hell out of here and learnt to appreicate.
Good luck guys,
Noted my chronicles at 1:39 AM
