Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Today, suddenly wish to write something, but dun seem to know where to start. Read around people's blog, but no updates from most of the blog. Its like, alot of things become hidden when things started to settle down. Recently, talk to a gal alot, well its msn, i really wanted to talk to her on the phone, but hmm she need to do work also, so msn will be fine. Since then, i cant wait to talk to her online, like hmm, she talk to me more le, and we msg each other alot then.. It have been a while since i liked her.. Well she know then, but i wanted to let her know that i wait for her to settle her own heart problem first. So this few days, a blessing of course, seems like a good start for me.. But today, i feel very down, also dun know y.. Is it because i dun know what u thinking? Most of the time, i dun know what to talk to her, cause i scared i say the wrong thing and she will angry. Dun know, i too concern abt that that i keep quiet most of the time, thats not me.. The closer she be with me, the more i afraid to lose her.. Ya, To me, its really rare that i will feel this way.. Its a long time since i totally like a gal so much, but of course, she dun have feeling for me. Ya i dun mind waiting, but sometime its because you wait too much, that she got herself a bf le. So i dun know, whether to ask her or not. Too confusing, too fan, If onli love is just a simple issue, yes and no, and bang we done.
If magic can do anything to help, i seriously will appreciate that.
Noted my chronicles at 8:04 PM
