Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Hello people, morning morning. Now its 9:30 am, and i not sleeping, i not studying, but slacking around until exam time start. Dun feel really tired, maybe because last night i sleep awhile liao ba. So here i am, blogging away. Hmm.. So what happened recently, actually only yest ba. Yest, exam is easy, well, i din complete everything, got 10 marks i let go, some theory questions, but when i got back, my frenz say its the same as the model type. Oh ya, the question ask what kind of machine the circuit represent, then i thinking what kind of machine could be used, really what kind of machine, but apparently its not, it is the same as what type of model it repersent. Haha!! So i throw away this 5 marks without knowing. Haha!! Somemore i leave early, rare le.. Then it was raining super big outside, thats y so cold la, then run to the bus stop, got the bus back and slack le. Then today, hopefully dun rain la. Cause very difficult to go back hostel if it rain. See, its peaceful life liao.
But i decided to flash back alittle, talk abt my life. Apparently, i realised that there have been a big change throughout this 10 years. Really big, think back, when i was in sec school, i was very small size, consider weight of 35, and height of like 1.4 something, i always got bullied by people. Weak to a point that i cant handle any sports, soccer, basketball, nothing i can handle. Thats quite sad though. Then i really the last time i cried, was when i was in sec 2, kena bullied big time, well if its outside ppl, you wont feel that worse, but imagine your classmates doing that to you, bad, it stays as memories to me and yes, that is the last time i cried. When i went to sec 3, things have a big change, i grow taller, reaching hmm, 1.5 plus and but dun really gain weight yet. So this time, no one bully me liao, consider i was a prefect that time, so its harder for them to do so la. Then as one of the top people in the board, people do take note of you and wont try anything funny. So life in the rest of sec school was peaceful and fun. Then the second change will be in army, rem i said i am very weak, ya, i am still very skinny and weak then, so army life change me alot, cause its tough life inside, training everyday. I still remember the first time i carried the tuffer bag, i cant do it, i have to struggle my way up to my room. Now, its nothing la.. So the 2 years in army trained me alot, and eventually, i can do alot of things more liao, moving things blah blah blah, thats set me off to Magnum Force then, haha!! I cant imagine if i went there before army, then confirm cannot make it. Too weak to do anything..
Now, i happy with what i am, i not strong, its good enough for me, cause i can do things that i wanted to do le, carry things is one of my job, to think i was logistics in cheerobics, i also storeman for my camp. So it helps la to maintain my fitness. Anyway, change alot, my inner self strengthen, not like a weak ass now. But i wonder, what will make me angry or break out.. I really wonder..
Larry
Noted my chronicles at 9:29 AM
