Saturday, April 15, 2006
Almost 5 am, haha, i put myself 1 day for me to rest, (actually is i too lazy to study,) BUT BUT, i will do it one. So dun scold me. Okie, thurs' exam is okie, even though its not good, but i din panick, alot of trick questions, basket, manage to finish around 3/5 of the whole paper. Seriously, its damn tough, can survice, but confirm cannot score one. Its not poly u know. I think its a right choice for them to stop my scholarship la.. I wonder how the rest of scholars from NP fare. No point regretting that i not in mechanical and then i still exceling in it, cause now, i in EEE le, and i have to get it through, even it means 2nd lower honor. ITs better than i fail the whole course.
Anyway, read baby's blog, and have some thoughts about it. Its always hard once again to be in love, because the feeling of losing is worse than anything. And in the end, you will realise you wont wan that feeling anymore, so its either you have fling relationships in the end, or dun have. The thought of going back again deep is painful. Maybe i not in the right to comments, because maybe i never tasted that before. Maybe.. But i believe that if you dun try, you never know, you might miss him forever, if you dun do it. Love is the onli game that you are in the losing end. Then onli winning time is during the progress of it, onces the game is over, you still lose.. Its how to keep winning is the point, whether or not you can win, depends on you and him. :) Ya, anyway, good luck to your love life, baby. I believe you will find someone that you love, and he inturn love you, because you deserve it. :) I know its hard, its hard for me also, but like i say, i never give u up, so you dun give up also. :)
Lets hope the exam ends and mark my end. :)
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