Thursday, November 02, 2006
Wow, Since like decade that I posted a new entry.
Apparently, its because I dun have the inspiration to write, secondly, its because nothing big deal came out of anyway. Juz the same old thing everyday, either play game, or just went out.. So, I din study, thats the worst thing out of the whole MIA. The good part is, went clubbing with some frenz now and then, i mean they asked and since i am free, why not? Haha!! Anyway, not that I go clubbing every week, just random one ma. Thats technically what happened last few weeks la.
Since I am in this week now, I talk about this week loh, hmm, actually I suppose to start to study starting from this week, but first hard thing is, my god father passed away and i have to attend the wake, secondly, I dun have the urge to study, someone have to push me man. But I will study, exam coming and I havent done anything, thats super bad.
Oh, and I got back my essay for my Magic Realism, and I got an A! That is quite surprising. The funny part is, when I am reading the essay myself, I don't understand what i writing, HAHA!! Oh mine!! Then I told my friend that and ask her to read also, then she don't quite understand also. Haha!! Confirm it have to do with my english structuring, I just write down what ever I am thinking and how I will say it out. So there is no fix structuring to the essay, which makes it very confusing i think. Oh well, At least I better than the past, Its too late to change to a better english larry, because that wont be me le. My english sucks is not a bad thing also right? Haha!!
Talk about some thing personal ba. Hmm, It been a while that I am single, Ya, I know its rare, but it still happened, anyway, I did tried to find the right gal, let say A girl now. But the thing that i am feeling now is, the active feeling of being with her is getting lesser and lesser each day. Example, like a guy will normally date the gal out as and when, to know her, then get close to her, eventually become her bf. But me, dun have the drive for her, or I should say, its getting lesser and lesser, is it because she is busy and I am so free, or is it because we are just not meant to be linked together. In short, I dun have time for this now, I have to finish off this exam before i think of such things again.
Why I will have feelings like that? Cause this nice frenz of mine asked me these questions, why I dun go out with her, Why keep going out with others? Ya, true, I feel that way also, sometime i also din ask. Its like, not natural for me to ask. Thats why maybe. I think when it comes to the point where I will msg her everyday, and call her everyday, maybe we will be closer, but not this time ba.
Ya, It seems that I am giving up, ya truthfully enough, I am about to give up, I dont want just a gal that is made to fill up my life, but a gal that I will be enthu to be with and talk with. That should be the feeling. :)
Okie.. TAta!!
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