Monday, December 11, 2006
So, its like I in space when I update, know why? Because it takes me ages to update my blog. Okie, I have to admit, I pure lazy and don't know what to blog. Oh, exam have finish and I can safety say that I going to retake all the modules next school year. Haha!! Its that bad. Sometime, I jus have to hate myself for that. No words.
Recently what happened le? Nothing much, slacking and playing game. Haha!! And of course, went clubbing last night, and suppose to go to MOS, but I tell you, seeing the crowd will kill you, from MOS all the way to the Mac nearby, that is super man. Haha!! So we moved out to MOMO instead. Have fun there, the music sucks, until like 4am, then got GOOD music. Seriously, I cannot take the music before that, and I ran out to take a new air. KAO, the bass nearly killed me, imagine me sweating inside, trying to stay focus. But cannot la. Anyway, Because of MOS, MOMO become very packed and dancing can be a problem, my gal frenz esp, need to take care of them. Haha, lots of stalkers around le. Other than that, nothing much goes on in my life, unless its mahjong loh.
Oh, but i did have a angry encounter. My frenz's frenz sister, ya complicated. Msg me that she wants to learn magic trick. Below is the conversation from SMSs.
Gal A:
Do you noe any trick which you make things appear? Jus a simple thing.. Maybe a flower or some sort
Gal A:
I packed w shows 4 tml so I dun think I will have e chance 2 be online.. Can I call u tml instead? I'll drop you an sms 1st b4 I call.. Thk alot!
ME:
Can you tell me wat competition and when competition?
Gal A:
I wan 2 noe 1st if you have what I need.. If not then I dun wanna bother u..
ME:
I wan to know also before i tell you i have anot.. Apparently there is this kind of effect. But I need to know when is the event first.
Gal A:
If u dun hav wat I need then there's no pt.. Bt if u r interested u might like 2 join me 4 a filming on wed.. E actual competition will be on 19th..
ME:
19th is too late, it is not possible to master the act within such a short time.. But good luck to your competition
Gal A:
I jus need one or 2 tricks only.. Im hardworking.. I can work on it if u r willing 2 teach.. We cld always try if u r willing..
Me:
Sorry, I respect magic, and i hope you also will. It takes me months to master tricks and use them on stage, though you performed in stage before, magic is totally different when you need to "lie" and its not possible for someone that knows nothing about magic to do even a simple trick on a stage. I dun wish to see another disastrous magic act on the tv again.
Gal A:
Of course I will make sure its ok b4 I put it in front of tv.. I dun wanna make a fool of myself.. I think u shldn't assume that I dun respect magic in fact I respect all kinds of performance as art.. Bt I believe in trying b4 I actually give up on anything.. Tat is my integrity.. r u giving up on me even b4 u try?
ME:
Its not about giving up or not.. And I never regard you as a person that dun respect magic as an art, and I glad that u do respect all arts. But i made my stand. Hope you undrestand, and I think you are alreadi good enough without magic effects.. I be supporting you also.
Gal A:
So I conclude that your stand is u think that Im nt gd enuff 2 TRY 2 learn from u? Or u think that u r so high up tat u dun wish 2 share ur knowledge? Ur stand is unclear & unfirm.. whichever way it is i think i shld apologise 4 wasting ur time.. tk u 4 ur support.. I'll find other ways out.. Thx..
So after reading the conversation, how you guys feel? This is the actual extract, i din add or change anything. Sometime, I wonder doesnt my msg seems clear that I wont teach her. But she still insist on me to teach her. And using mind games to make me teach her. KAO!! ONE THING, MAGIC IS NOT A TOOL TO PROMOTE YOUR OWNSELF. If you are good enough, you don't need to do other things to impress the judges, if you so worried about losing, then dun join the competition.
Why I rejected her is not just her attitude, but the way she think about magic. As a whole, magic is a hidden art, it is something that once you want to learn, you have to make sure that you respect the magician code. But she doesnt give me that feeling. She gave me a, I wan to use you, feeling. And I seriously hate the last msg, I not that good, as a magician, but seriously, no one is good enough to teach anyone. And I never regard anyway as a weak ass to learn magic, you want to learn magic, can, want me to teach you? You have to show me that you deserve it. And if you think that appearing rose is that easy, so sorry. Even the simplest magic is so hard. The art of deception is so hard to master. Even me.
A side note, the blindfold act that I did, took me a few months to study and try out. :) Okie, thats all, good luck to her. Hopefully no magicians will want to teach her, they only dig their own grave.
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