Thursday, March 15, 2007
I so tired, I dont feel like doing anything at all. Not physically, but mentally tired. Ya I dun have exams, or quizzes, or projects to handle. But seriously, if its my problems, I wont say that I tired of solving them, but worse still, its not with just me, it involve other people, people i know, people i dun know..
I wonder why I put so much time in it man. Maybe I should just go back and do things that I good in, organzing things for people. Maybe I not cut out for routines or dramatic things. Maybe I should just go back to my magic and do all the things I wanted to.
Ya talking about magic,I haven been touching it for almost 4 months. Since the start of IA, I got no time to see the videos, read the books or play with my cards.. I even gave my new deck to my family to play blackjack on CNY. I wanted to read more on my field, try things out and do what i wanted.. But I cant, dun have the chance. I got new stuff with me, but I dun have the chance to test it. Hai..
17 is the day, but how long more can we last? Till 31st? So wat we win? Are we doing too much for this routine? All of us is working and needing to wake up early go to office, show a smile to customers and then go for training, no bus to go home and have to take cab. Worth the effort? Maybe, maybe not. It really touches me when I see my juniors walking along and coming to see us. Those few is enough, I so much wanted to hug them say thanks. But of course I wont. Maybe its just time for me to be a friend, then more than that. Maybe..
Noted my chronicles at 9:53 AM
