Friday, August 03, 2007
A few hrs ago, the gal msg me, said she read my blog, and she letting go everything, and wish me happiness with another gal.
My response: (And this is to you, if you seeing this)
My heart sink, totally, I dont know how to reply you or wat. I mean no hurt in that blog, its just a thinking from my side. Ya, its true of what I going to do. But before all that, I will do my part to talk to you and understand the situation, and decide the outcome with you. I dun want you to hide this kind of feeling alone, its painful to you, and to me also. I wanted that much to be with you, I know i can be a better him also. Just want you to give me a chance to show it to you, but I guess I spoilt everything I had. I made you dishearted, made you feel that I no longer supporting you because I wanted to move on with another gal.
Thats so not true, the first thing is just talking to you, I think that will solve most issues, even if the outcome is, Lets just be frenz, we did came to an understanding before that happens, not so sudden. Please, if you see this, please reply me, please see me, please talk to me. Please..
-The End-
I utmost stress now, I dun know what i did. I caused her so much pain. I hate myself.
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