Thursday, December 06, 2007
Everyone have regrets in their life. I think the biggest regret i had, is not being honest with you, and causing so much harm to you. If we had started differently, if we had communicated properly. If, it really happens.
I still remember what i did 2 years ago, and i ashamed of myself, not believing i will do that, but yes, i did it. I broke up with a gal that loves me deeply, and trusted me so much. And I left her without any good reason.
I regret it when i knew the great mistake I made, and a person that I have been. Nothing will change the fact, but i wish the bitterness will slowly remove from you. My change in my personality wont affect you anymore but your appearance let me realise how important it is, to love someone and being love. Its not a game anymore, its about 2 person being together.
I guess, if we have came together later, things will be different, you be a happy gal, while i am a happy guy. But its just if, this if, happened in a wrong way, and nothing can redeem it anymore. I wish for less pain in ur heart, but i guess, its pretty hard. I wish someone can "treat" your heart, but I guess you don't trust anyone anymore. I wish to bring myself forward and talk to you again, but I too ashamed to face you. I wish to bring happiness to you, but i guess you won't accept anything from me.
I still remember you, and i always will, may we meet again in our next life, differently, and we wont regret knowing each other, and loving each other. Next life will be better.. Way better.. Hope you be happy, with or without me. :)
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