Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Finally, its 2008. Ya ya, its 3 hrs ago that I should say that, and when I tried to write something, the website like hang for a while.. LOL!! Dumb ass.
Well, I decided to write something, because its really the end of 2007 already, and I say, time really flies.. Really..
So lets round up what happened this 1 year, Reader's ALERT, heavy content coming up. (Well, my post is always long anyway)
Let see.. Hmm, I seems to forget what I had done.. Sweat..
Basically, for the first six month, it has been a up and down period, I busy preparing for my camp, and trying so hard to study, and at the end of the term, I struggled thru the papers but still I failed one module la.
Knew a few good frenz, stayed with them night long, day long, remember the days in Daisy's room, purely studying and funny encounters. I glad that I knew the best 2 frenz, Mag and Crystal. Not that the rest is not, but we 3, moved together for the camp, and I believe that we could be the best combo that the camp could have, and UOC 07 really rocks the core. Even when we got problems during and before the camp, nothing had stopped us and we made a different, the 2 gals also made a different in me. :)
Hmm, also, some personal things happened, and even if I tried to stay netural, stay out, but cant help it to get myself involved and in the end, i lost a good frenz also. Well, relationship can be problematic at times. After the camp, known Tiff, and I guess she caught me right there. Even though I tried to win her heart over, but I guess, fate is not with me, and nothing can change the fact that we can only be frenz. I hope she find someone she truly love and he truly love her also.
The next 6 month until now, I been busy with my FYP, half busy i will say, the next half is busy fighting for my project committee in CAC. Alot of changes, and I disappointed as how things turn out to be. I entered into EXCO level in CAC, but it doesnt change much in me la, basically because I also involved alot in SU previously, but this time round, I met my old frenz back in CAC loh. This 6 month, I been working quite hard for my studies, because i can't afford to waste my last year, and also, my FYP, then I don't have much time left for myself, and I have to ton down on my magic le. I feel sad, but also because there is no environment for me to build on.
Then almost near the end of nov, I joined a dance group called UPz, because Huizi asked me to help her in that group. Basically, I joined at a feeling of only helping in a dance performance. I think alot of changes happen, and I knew new frenz from there, then came the UPz christmas gathering, and it was really enjoying and fun. I glad to know you guys.
But during these last few months, I suddenly feel that I lost touch with someone, and at one moment, I cannot communicate with her anymore, and i dun know why, I feel sad, pissed abt it. But I guess, we just have to face the fact. Sometime i wonder, if i never joined UPz, will it happen? or will things take a change.. But since it happened, I wonder what i can do to bring back what i lost. Anyway, its over.
Now, the end of 2007, marks the coming of 2008. What will I wish for?
Actually i wish nothing much, I wish for only a happier me.. Someone that I can hold on, forever, and wont let go. I regret alot of things, of what i could have done, but i din, and I shouldnt regret anymore. If i can do it, i will do it. If i ever enter the world of magician, support my soul and i believe in myself in doing miracles to others and you. :)
Noted my chronicles at 3:20 AM
